Woke up to a lazy morning. Manage to catch some sleep I lost over the week. I watch some programmes on TV and anime and here I am blogging at 2pm. I know it's quite early but I wanted to post something important before I forgot.

Today is my friend, nelson's, birthday. He is celebrating at DBL O today but I just found that out by another friend, who was invited, when he pm me and ask me whether I'm going or not out boredom. Well of course I rejected the last minute invitation. Haha, I'm not bitching that since they forgot and so be it, but cos of the venue. Club brings back bad memories, my ex girlfriend did not understand my feeling of insecurity when she goes clubbing. She met "better" guys there and here I am being single after a 3 year relationship, it may not be long from some people's view but to me it felt a life-time and still now I still not able to totally let it go and move on.

This reminds me of yesterday at Jurong Point. Went there to catch a movie "Push", a movie about super-natural humans, with my camp mates. I was queueing up for the tickets when I met this gal who was queueing behind me. Haha, she is no chick. She was the rock that I bump into in my relationship and I ignore the damage cos she is my ex's old friend. I regret now, as she was responsible for introducing my ex to clubbing and even intro guys from the club to my ex while bad mouth about me behind me back. Who is she?? She don't know anything about me, anything about us!

WHAT'S WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?! People who breaks relationship, thinking that their point of view is 100% accurate. People who still chasing the girl knowing that she have a boyfriend and after gotten busted, then become the good guy, tells the girl that he don't want to be the 3rd party and he blessed her for her happiness. WTF DRAMA?!(pardon me of my ill manners) But I believed that if a relationship is strong, it does not matter who tries to break it apart.

Lastly, I noticed to I'm easily forgotten, it's not only from the example I mentioned but it's ok. Maybe I'm just less easy to remember than other friends in everyone busy life.

Life is currently tough and lonely. =(