In a post breakup mood. Everything is so 'not' fulfilling. Everything has no colour. Must be wondering why now, after so long ago. Well, to me those times were still considered breakup mood. ha ha . . .

To be honest, I was still meeting her. I met her for movies, and I even spend valentine's day with her not long ago, bought her a gift, a little care bear. And she play with it like back then when she will play with the stuff toy to do silly 'cute' actions. But nope, we are not back together. It just as some weird friends, looks closed but yet not. We met her friend on valentine's day. She thought that we were a couple but to her disappointment we aren't. Well, every time I meet her, I have to try my hardest to draw a line. GOD!! I knew her so well that whatever I do, it's always meant for her, care for her interest.

I'm suppose to meet her again to watch Marley & Me, cause she did said she loved to read the book but never had the chance. However, today she apologised and told me that her friend(he/she, IDK) booked the tickets already. So well, I accepted her apology and ask no further qns about her date.

I have so much to brag about the missing pierce of me, it's like a deep wound that never heals. Haiz.. just want TO love someone and BE loved in return.