After staying in from Monday all the way to Friday, I finally return home. It feels like i'm in combat unit instead of a clerk, I think i'm seriously overworking this week. Well, though i'm just a clerk but in my unit, we use brains instead of muscles and after work then we train muscles at the gym.
Today suppose to end early then go to the PC show or catch a movie call 'Detroit Metal City', but none happened. Dragging my feet back home after a long and boring day, when I was about to spam myself with anime episodes, a poly friend of mine pm me. Well he said that my ex status in facebook is 'In a Relationship' and ask if patched. How much worst will the day get? Long day, no movie, no PC show, reminded me of my ex again & lastly learn that she is attached. WOOTS!!
After a long chat, I lay out all my feelings and thoughts about her, good & bad, and decided that I shouldn't forever be dragged down and effected by my past. I'm not turning back already, no more special attentions for her. But the confusing part is she asked me whether wanna catch a movie (but later she cancelled) a few days after her facebook status changed. hmm.....
Well, I don't like to jump into conclusions and accused someone by mistake. I will just think that she still treat me as a friend despite having a new bf. haha... I think it will be another weird situation if we go out. I talked to another friend of mine and tell him about my ex and my decision. Strangely, his reply was he felt sorry for her as he felt that even though after the breakup I got more 'shit' but I could handle it, and even though she got lesser but she is not happy.
Haha, I dunno whether why he felt that and what is the reason, but recently I lack of the sight of a third person view. I learned that after talking to some friends a few days ago about my ex on their views of her and their first impression. Haha, when your sight is blocked, reaction and solution used will be effected. Therefore, I will just take his comments into consideration.
Anyway, tml will be a better day right! Planning to go to SIM open house then PC show and finally catch a movie with my friends. Hopeful! =)
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